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Monday, January 25, 2010, 5:00 AM
You know, I have no freaking idea what's wrong with you. Either you want it or you don't. I'm not your toy. You know what? You are an asshole. Suck big time. This is so dumb. Just shut up, for goodness' sake.
Saturday, January 23, 2010, 7:57 AM
Noticed an interesting phenomenon. Things are not always what they seem. In fact, the more you think about them, the more you think it was absurd to to see it that way. But then again, sometimes, you just need to feel more optimistic about everything. When everyone feels the same way, nobody is different anymore. When you want to think the opposite. People think you're insane. But the fact probably is that everyone is insane and you're the only sane one. If one day, you do think that I'm insane, feel free to tell me 'cause I'll say,"Oh. Wonderful. I've been looking forward to this."People who are named as 'lunatics' may be the only ones who saw how the real world looked like and found out about it. The sensible ones just refused to believe and trust only their own views. Human mind is a idea with endless possibilities. Feel it. Trust it. Believe it.
I'm just about to be labelled as one.
Friday, January 15, 2010, 6:49 AM
Loads of homework this weekend. Bio, Chen, Phy, HCL....etc. I haven even finished one. And I'm most likely going to play badminton tomorrow. Think I'll bring my homework along. Try and see if I can do. Hmmm.. Quite tired now. For some reason that I can't seem to comprehend. I just feel like sleeping right now and here. Everything feels so un-realistic. Must be something wrong with my mind. I can't seem to like differentiate what is right and what's not. Not in the the sense like being a delinquent youth or what. Its like, I'm asking myself if this is what I should be doing. Or should I be like doing something else. Its hard to explain. I'll question myself if this is correct or what people assume to be. Why won't someone just go against tradition, not in a bad way, but just overthrow all that stuff we're supposed to do. Just to prove that whatever people before us said is not and should be a law that we aren't suppose to break. Like they say, there's a first for everything.
Okay, is there something wrong with my mind? Like, seriously. I feel like different like the world you see and the world i see ain't the same. You know what I mean? I seriously doubt so.
I don't know the world anymore. Just like the way I feel about you.
Tuesday, January 12, 2010, 4:46 AM
I do like the font below. Just that it won't stay. So forget it. I don't really mind anymore. Kinda lazy. Finished most of my homework, except for some A-Math questions. I suck at Math. Don't ask me why. I was born with that incapability. Anyway, CCA is starting this week. Somehow, I don't really look forward to it. I'm definitely getting lazier and can't be bother to do anything. I don't really give a damn. Then again, I wanna do well this year. 'Cause there's no choice. When things happen. There is always a reason. Don't ever think otherwise. There's a lot of things I wanna say, I wanna type. But somehow facing the computer, all the words are stuck in my throat. Facing people, its even worse. Its not that I don't trust you guys or what. Its just that, I have no idea how to get it out. I wasn't brought up that way. The communication I had with my parents is not one of pouring out troubles. Or rather, we all seem to be acting to each other. I wanna get everything out now. But I'm not trying to gain sympathy. I'm just too full right now.
God, send someone. I beg you.
Friday, January 8, 2010, 6:14 AM
Maybe it just hurts a little when I'm not your little girl anymore.
, 4:03 AM
Finally friday. The week was tedious. Had loads and loads of homework. Was dead tired. Then finally weekend so I haven touch the homework at all. But its not much anyway. Our math teachers are ridiculous. One is a god damn perfectionist and the other require us to write a journal. I mean, its math you know? Like, M-A-T-H. Who the hell write journal for maths? Crazy guy. Then went to future today with DyDy. Doesn't have much facilities over there. I totally prefer Pasir Ris Park. It has that cool sit-on-and-slide thing. Don't have any appetite now. Must have ate too much junk food. Need to stop and start exercising already. Lalala~
Nope, no way.
Monday, January 4, 2010, 3:07 AM
Had the sec 1 orientation camp today. Was tiring. But it was fun, I guess. I was the facilitator for 1e3. They were super quiet at first. But started to bond after the ice - breakers. Then, they started to get really noisy and had trouble asking them to be quiet. But at least they got to know each other and bond together as a class. Better then nothing at all. Originally can go off at 2 plus but in the end I was RANDOMLY picked for the performance and had to stay back to practice. Will be singing 'Love Story' tomorrow night. But 'cause I have flu, I guess I will be sounding really weird. Just try to have fun. Going to stay overnight tomorrow also. Will be sleeping in the hall. Guys and girls together. This is the first camp that put guys and girls sleeping together. And I don't mean together as in sharing the same sleeping bag or what. Just in the same place. Will be tired tomorrow also. Can confirm. Miss DyDy.
Imagine.
Friday, January 1, 2010, 6:33 AM
Didn't finish my homework..as usual. Should be getting the homework from Doreen anw. Wanted to change blogskin but found out that I can't download it to copy and paste in template/setting. Have to trouble Doreen then. *Angel smile* Feeling pretty sick now.. Practically can't smell anything. Plus, the worse of all, I don't have an appetite! Imagine me trying away 1/4 of Hagen Diaz coffee ice cream! Coffee! Grr... Wasted. Finally found my charger. It was mix up with my Aunt's stuff. Guess who did it? My mom. Brilliant. And I thought it was MY fault. Got scolded for losing it. Blamed for being careless. Quarrel over it. How ridiculous can one get? And you know what? There was a word of apology. Forget it. Parents are the same everywhere. Should have already gotten used to it. I know its not a big problem or what. But still, this shows how much parents are willing to give in and apologize. Will I become like that one day?
Don't.
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Vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt.
Your typical next door girl
Jiamin
ex-northspringer ; Peihwaian
我可以天真无邪,我可以自认很成熟,有时的我宁可相信一切的好,有时我却痛恨这一切
当你发现我远不可近,我却就在你面前,有时很幼稚,但也有哲学的时候
这一切的一切,拼凑起来就是我
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+ CHANGES
+ Common tests are finally over. Feeling demoralised...
+ Miss you guys
+ Thoughts
+ Those people who wants to or already committed sui...
+ Lost
+ Unidentified objects
+ Been busy for like basically the whole week. But w...
+ You know, I have no freaking idea what's wrong wit...
+ Noticed an interesting phenomenon. Things are not ...
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An accidentality production
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